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BEST OF 2011

2012-01-04T18:14:00.003+08:00

2011 is a very happening year, oh my gosh. So many ups and downs, so much laughter, so much fun, so much tears, so much angst.

But true, this year is a significant year to me. Pretty much a tough year to me. First few months of 2011, I was still enjoying life away despite it's the year that I would be taking an important exam. It was also the time I met up with most of the friends and hanging out with honeybee every weekend. Silly/funny as it seemed, we really enjoyed. So flames to dust. Many many things changes as time past.

So first and foremost, I must thank the people who came into my life in 2011. Also not forgetting, my most beloved girlfriend from another races.

Of course, the best person I came across or rather, get back with in 2011 is Soniaaaaaa. ^^

Apparently, Sonia and I are good friends since sec 1 as we're from dance club. Until she left dance club, we aren't that close anymore. So much memories with her. If anyone were to remember, we're the beautiful-liars 2007 and Crew Tenz 2008. (Side note : when I have a girlfriend, I treasure them a lot.) So, Sonia and I talk about anything under the sun. Kinda miss the time when we skipped Geography remedial for 2 hours to chit chat at the staircase. God brought two souls together and I'm so thankful for it.

Best event I attended
None other than my birthday!
This year on my birthday, even though I had a tiff with Terrance and things weren't going too good. But I really enjoyed my birthday. I expected nothing for this years' birthday but they are better than anything.
My old buddies.

Most of them are my 5 years buddies and it's so heartwarming to linger around with them. Old jokes, same laughter, same flashback.

"I didn't know looking back at the laughs can make me cry."

The best time I had in secondary school days - SEC 2 (2008) So much of a puppy love, so much of the dance girls. So much of fooling around with Bb wen and Fen.
So much so, all good things come to an end.

Most memorable study place.
I would actually say school and my beloved room. However, there's this place, this person, I'm glad I come across. Wayne Jones Eduhouse. Initially, I really dread to attend tuition @ Wayne's place. Basically, I hate science.very.much. And the thought of going over to Wayne's place to do the mock exam paper and score 10/65 for most of the papers really makes me wanna die. So close to giving up, I tried my best. Next, I took up Math tuition @ Wayne's place too. Even tho it was just a cycle. I really really enjoy Math tuition. Totally in awe to the way Wayne would solve the math questions.

Best present I received in 2011
This year, I received two presents that are equally best to me. Best not in a sense of the cost of the present or what brand it is, or how often would I use that present. But, from the giver.
One of it would definitely be the Red Pandora Box that Ricky gave to me on my birthday. As the name suggest, it's a pandora box. Full of treasures to me. It's nothing expensive but it's all the sincerity from him. There's a storybook, a deck of cards with inspiring quotes of life and a handmade birthday card. I really love it a lot. So thanks, Ricky Ong. You're forever the sweetest. (Ps : I love the corsages that you gave to me on prom night too, I would love to keep it if it didn't wither so quickly)

Of course, the other one is from Ernylaaaaaa. I met Erny at A|X and she's my bestest friend there. Apart from Nurin (Who shares the same secondary as me), She's the one whom I can turn to. So much politics at work, but she's the one whom I can count on. Ok, So on the A|X Xmas party. We were told to draw lots and buy a gift worth less than 10 bucks in exchange with the person who picked you. Coincidentally, I picked Erny, and she picked me. Heh. She bought a hello kitty cup. WAIT, It's HELLO KITTY. If anybody were to remember, I did blogged about Sanrio and mentioned that I'm doing a collection of Sanrio items. Now, Erny added one of it to the collection. How can I not love it?!

TRUE LAUGHTER 2011

4 things that make a mark in my memories.
1. Being attached with honeybee. Ok, this relationship have been through full of shits I must admit. Also, I must say, sometimes I really enjoyed the times we shared. Quarrels aside, there's still happy times.

"THE PAST IS HISTORY, LEAVING BEHIND MEMORIES"

Luv you honeybee.

TOUGH TIME DON'T LAST. TOUGH MAN DOES

This is the best thing I would ever learn in 2011. Eventually, I learn to let go of a lot of things that was seem to be an obstacles of my life. Racking up the past, bearing in mind how people judge, stress and depress. This was how I would behave in 2011. The sluts with me would know it so so well, they are sick and tired of it. I believe Ygirl could have memorize the things I told her. I must say, this period of wanting to change is veryveryvery hard. Considering if I should get this ink over my body :O

3. Last secondary school year.

5 years of secondary school have came to an end. I miss doing POA. Oh my gosh. I cannot imagine the people I'm going to face in the future (wherever life takes me). The politics in secondary school's so bad that some of the people are really scary with the mask they wore. Please be good to me, god. I only need a true friend. I don't need any hypocrites in life.

Good bye Secondary school.

Suchaaa old photo. But it was the best time for me. And, I miss you so so so much bbwen.

DREAM CAME TRUE

2011 MARKS THE BIRTH OF MY SECOND SURFACE PIERCINGGGGG. FTW.

If anyone were to recall again, I had my first surface piercing done in a year ago. On the wrist.

Like this

I didn't wanted to remove it, but the piercing was slanted and one of my best friend didn't like it.

So now, I had one done on my nape. Luv it so so much. Before I did the piercing on my wrist in 2010, Nape was the spot I initially wanted to pierced.

Reason for why I pierced it on my body. For me, Piercing is not the thrill, not the coolness, not the pain. Every piercing of mine has a point behind it. Both of my surface piercing was done right after an incident that could nearly changed my life.

It's hard for me to express things I'm feeling. It's like a metaphor, "the louder the music gets, the better I am feeling". This is always why, I'm blasting my songs whenever I have my earplugs on.

So tadang, My nape piercing.

Inkbyfinch totally awed me. Much love.

So, that's actually my 2011 in short. Yes, there're major heartbreaking incidents, new friends I met and old friends I lose. But, still, 2011, that is only going to happen once to me. I'm thankful for it.

Let's all welcome 2012 with open arms and bury 2011 in memories.

Have a great year ahead all,

Love.

L.I.F.E

Smile like you've never cried, fight like you've never lost, love like you've never been hurt and

LIVE LIKE THERE IS NO TOMORROW.

Save you

2011-12-31T12:48:00.000+08:00

It's the last day of 2011. A whole load of mixed feelings now.

I don't know how I'm going to draft up a summary of 2011 with the limited time I have. But I would try.
I have been planning about how to come up with a different summary. I would highlight on the special events and the best of 2011. (Best person I met, Best present I received, Etc. stuffs like this).

Some of my nuffnang friends are really sweet for emailing me to ask me to update my blog. At least, I know someone, somewhere would want to read my blog.

Still, I thank god for all the things I had in 2011. Sometimes when I think back of how I would whine at long hours of school, sick and tired of the food in the canteen, the crowd in the bus/train. I'm thankful for it. At least, I get to go to school. I get to eat. I don't need to walk to travel.

So please, for 2012, let's cut down complaining, hatred and unhappiness. You never know what would happen tomorrow. Be thankful for what you have. You might not know when these privileges would be taken away.

NO MATTER HOW GOOD OR BAD YOU THINK LIFE IS, WAKE UP EACH DAY

AND BE THANKFUL FOR LIFE. SOMEONE SOMEWHERE IS FIGHTING TO SURVIVE.

Next up,

-A|X Xmas party

-Countdown with Kev

-Best of 2011

Till then,

I need a doctor

2011-12-17T23:32:00.001+08:00

December - the best and worst month.

Christmas is arriving in a week then followed by new year.

I'm gonna set my new year resolution now in case I'm too busy to blog about it.
NEW YEAR RESOLUTION 2012
1. Eat. Pray.
2. Make Money
3. (Live) Young. Happy. Pretty. Carefree.

So recently, I have been very busy with work and birthdays.
Frankly speaking, this job at A|X kills a part of me. The long standing hours, the repeated routine @ work and resolving every problems. It's only a month and I'm starting to dread to go to work. Having two days Mc. So would drag my feet to work tomorrow. I don't know how the others survived for years. However, another part of me enjoy to hang out with the people there. It's funny sometimes, the people you just met for a short period could make a big impact of your life and some who stayed in your life for so long doesn't mean that much.

Looking forward to the 19th. ^^v

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Here are some summary of some outings that took place weeks ago.
MUM'S BIRTHDAY @ NS HOMETEAM CLUBHOUSE

Before heading to the clubhouse, Terrance and I went to Hotpot Culture. Really luv the chicken soup yoz.

CLUBHOUSE

Luv this codfish.

Terrance's family also celebrated his advance birthday for him as well.

TERRANCE'S BIRTHDAY
It turned out better than I expected. This year, I invited his best friends and gave him a surprise about that. Thanks so much, these gentlemen. (I like people who are very 'on'). It was a difficult time for me to contact them. I mean, how the hell would I have their number in the first place when I have never spoke a word to majority of them. Moreover, they were having their exams so I really appreciated that they fork out their time to help me in this. ^^

Trust, If they were girls, I doubt they would even bother. Now you know, guys are way so low- maintenance. Maybe I could also add in to my new year resolution, "Act like man".

Venue : Joaqium @ Suntec City & The Esplanade Roof Terrace.

JOAQIUM

Honestly, I have no idea what they're doing and the purpose of doing this. The reasons behind their smiles it's not about funny gossip, it's not about anything bitchy, it's not about any hypocrites. It's their true friendship.

Next life, I want to be a boy. No gossips, no bitching. Most importantly, Wouldn't be hurt like a girl. Funny how I'm smiling over it, because whenever I tell Sheng Kai this, He will ask me to go for soccer. I thought I could see Sk on the 19th, but seems like I'm not gonna see him since I won't be able to make it for Wayne's party )):

Never ever believe that 3 person cannot take picture together. It's just a myth. For sure, these people won't.

Typical boy's feature. VVVVV THIN and VVVVVVVV TALL.

Fyi, He's 22 cm taller than me.

He seem to be proud about it because he laughed at me that even if I wear my 4 inches heels, I would still be shorter. reasonwhyIcanneverbemodel. :( don't even have to mention about looks, I don't even have both heights and looks. Can never figure out why I can't spot a girl 183cm walking along orchard road. But 183cm guy is everywhere in town. Must get myself a hardcore-kickass heels asap.

Hope you enjoyed your birthday, buddy.

I'll never understand why people only learn to appreciate things until they lose it. I'll never understand why we get so enrage when we heard someone else saying nasty things on the people we love, yet we do the same. I'll never understand why pain never goes away. I'll never understand why the old couples could love each other dearly when feelings fade and people change. I'll never understand why some countries could spend a load of money on war when there's people hungry for food and shelter. I'll never understand why we are so afraid of death but daily, we're still harming our earth. I'll never understand why this world is so fucked up and barely anyone cares.

Everything happens for a reason. Not only relationship. Friendship, families and life. It all come to an end. They say you don't know what you have until it's gone. Truth is, you knew exactly what you had. You just never thought you would lose it.

It doesn't make sense to cry over spilt milk. Isn't it contradicting when we all kick up a big fuss when you heard someone saying something that hurt your family yet you do the same. Isn't it funny we only live once and nobody treasures? Isn't it funny you made everything nasty and let the one who loves you to leave you then you sit back and cry? Isn't it funny we always procrastinate to be filial to our family then when they're gone, when your chance is gone, then you start regretting. Please, treasure everything you have in front of you now. Nobody knows what's gonna happen tomorrow. Tomorrow could be our last day.

Refuse to go out anywhere with elf tonight. I'm feeling way too lethargic.

Happy advance thanksgiving day.

I miss the sluts. I miss the walk to Wayne's place. I miss doing POA. I miss Cynthia. I miss dancing. I miss shopping. I miss writing compositions. I miss watching tv. I miss Sonia. I miss waking up in the afternoon. I miss prancing around the garden. I miss my long hair. I miss the feeling of missing you. I miss catching butterflies. I miss talking on the phone till late late nights. I miss my past. No, I don't miss you. I miss the one you used to be.

Gone too soon

2011-11-23T00:52:00.000+08:00

Prom night was as expected. The setting is better and of course the food, since last year I had halal food, This year I had chinese food. So I got to eat more meat/seafood.

So in the morning, I met Ybro to have lunch before I go to Fen's place. It was really good with both of them, I mean separately. We talked a lot. Especially with Fen.

We spent a hard time deciding if we should go to the salon to do our hair and pondering over the hairstyle we want. After much consideration, Fen decided to do side braids and temporary perm @ Peter and E. Well, I did mine on my own. A bit fail but aiya, I don't give a damn actually.

Honestly, don't put two girls together to do their make up. Haha, We took really long and ended up rushing because the lads and the taxi was already waiting under the house.

This year's prom is located at Grand Park City Hall. The ballroom was rather small but still better than last year's.

THE PHOTOS.

This is the most proper photo I took with Pestian.

YANGGG (Grabbed from SiJia's album)

With Yi Ting. Gorgeous as ever.

Deary. You damn cute I swear. Don't forget there's always a meaning behind every photograph.

CHUUUUUUU XOXO

Jig

Yi Si

With Keong. Thanks for the encouragement when he's not around. And also, thanks for accompanying me to this "place" which took so much of my courage to collect the stuff. Ok, YiTing's very very very far apart cousin. You're as cute as her :) Btw, I don't know why people like to do funny faces in my photo. Hao Wei is like this. Su as well!! HAHA.

With Aqid; who did a good job during the performance. Am' loving this photo. This is my nicest photo.

So much fun.

Those bitches I love.

Special love to Chu, Yi Ting, Zara Demi and Su for those fun we had in school and those constant bitching sessions we had. If only we were as close during the Tai Wan trip. I cannot forget how much I bitched about you all before the trip and it's funny when you guys said the same to me.

This is our way of communication ^^^^v

Ee Lee, Thanks for teaching me chemistry before the test. HAHAHA.

With Ricky's corsage. This is the nicest gift I would ever receive during prom. I was telling Ybro that I wanted this vvvv much when I re-watched HSM senior year (Prom night), Gabriella was wearing a white rose corsage as well. It totally go so well with my dress. Thank you so so much, Ricky Ong.

Demi. Ting. Su

Chu and Zara.

I told you many people like to do funny faces in my photo. Look at Su's face. She's 4evaEpic.

Bin and Jeff-Pui.

Many attempts to take photo with Zeng Bin, it's either too blur or non of us are looking into the camera. This is like one of the best pic for us. Btw, I feel bad.

Sorry for last minute back out during the Marina Barrage trip last week!

Jeff-Pui, Tech-tonikkkkk boy. Thanks for being sucha friend.

Yan Ling and Zihah.

Both of them look so sweet. Naz, You've got to meet me soon.

Love you, Zihah!

With Deary and Hasief

With Randy and Pestian ^^

RICKY ONG.

We were intimidating someone's lips. Lol. Stop making your curry-pok hair. You took 30mins to do it yet told me 5 minutes. Try harder la Ric.

LaiLi

SK AND DON.

I miss the time Sk would ride me with his bike and let Su walk after Math tution. Haha. Sk, Thanks for those hard times you accompanied me during the torturous part of November. Million thanks to you.

4eva ready for camera

I like this picture! Thanks Hasief :)

After prom, The lads and I went to Cinileisure. Initially, we wanted to go Neverland, but then only Jeff and I are interested. So we changed the plan to go with the flow. We wanted a movie but Jeff doesn't want to watch Happy feet and it's either some of the others had watch the better movie or some of them had not.

Proceeded to E2MAX, but it was closed. Wanted to Lan gaming a bit, but it's failed too. So we decided to go Kbox. We sang for prolly 3.5 hours until some of us got tired and literally slept in the room. It was really tiring but fun. I need to "replenish" my sleeping hours. I have been losing sleep lately :( It's either I can't sleep or I would stay up dragon nesting or like yesterday, reaching home in the morning prolly around 4am ): I NEED TO CHANGE MY BIO CLOCK. It's not even functioning well.

I had mixed feeling after prom night. Good and bad times. I don't know why, but I think, you have got quite a capability to make me keep thinking of you and every single little word you said. You gave me the feeling of a roller coaster ride. I need to get down. Again, if you remember, like last year, the same thing happened to us at prom. How irony. We need a solution We need an ending, we need to draw a line. Hate this part right here.

Alright, need to turn in soon because it's gonna be my first day at work.

AX IONS AX IONS AX IONS. I would do my best.

Till then,

Love.

Astronauts

2011-11-21T01:30:00.004+08:00

Now I know why people don't prefer to shop online. Just today, I have to go all the way to cityhall to collect what I bought online despite paying for registered mail. The furious thing is that, the seller told me to pay an extra amount if I want speedpost. Dafck? I mean what for?
The situation is that the seller claimed that she mailed out but the package was returned and if I want it mail out again, I have to pay for the postage again. I don't get it why.

I'm not looking forward to prom. I don't wish to go to prom. I mean really. I wouldn't even enjoy anyway.

The lads went to buy accessories again. This time I didn't tag along to town. Met them up at Northpoint for a short while to get my contact lenses and nose stud.
My tragus is undergoing a minor "infection" :(((((((( Sad max. So I'm going to get a nose stud since it's thinner to replace with ear stick for Prom. Just hope the swell will go off. ):

ON MY BIRTHDAY
Supposing to meet the couple because Ygirl wants to accompany me throughout. Ok, Both Ygirl and Yboy are so sweet. My birthday wish is for you both to last long ok? But then, I didn't. I feel guilty for it tho. :O

Met the lads and Fen to town to buy their prom stuff and it was enjoyable to shop with them. I mean at least enjoyable, since the day was screwed so badly, I need a way out. Before going to meet them, I told them that I don't want a celebration or anything. I just want to spend my day occupied and yes, I was, but they still came up with a surprise.

I actually bought the story they fabricated. It's very epic.
After having our dinner @ Billy Bombers, Ricky picked up a call and rush out of the restaurant, claiming that the reception was poor. Then the rest of us waited and waited and waited, until I got so annoyed I kept requesting that we foot the bill and go out of the place to meet Ric. I got ignored by everyone of them. Since all of them were using their phone, I honestly thought they didn't hear me. These bitches bought the cake in. I was hell damn shock. I didn't expect anything from anyone of you.

I didn't have a wish. I didn't want a cake. I didn't want any celebration. The candle was relighted for 3 times, none of each is a wish for me, since partial of me was numb at the start of 18th Nov and all the wishes I want before my birthday never happen. I never want to wish again. I just wished them all the best in life. Thanks for being so lovely; all of you.

Also, I have always wanted a motivating story book, so Ricky bought me "This is my story" by Kasandra Kong, And he left a note and say that, "Please learn to protect yourself from any baddies." I don't know why he would get it for me. I told Pestian and Ricky I want this book as my birthday present when we went to watch 2359 or at his place, I cannot remember. But after that I did told them that I was joking, I don't want any celebration/present.
But still, Thanks Ric. You better get into psychology studies since I wished for you all to get into your desired course.

Fen and I talked a lot about our lower secondary school days. I want to cry so so so badly.

I missed it so much. Those laughters, those quarrels, those unhappiness. Those were the times.

It's the best time of my secondary school days. Definitely, with shuwen around.

XOXO

THE PINK CAKE. VERY VERY PINK CAKE.

HAHA. Reminds me of how much we grew. 3 years back, we were still those nerdy.

AIYA BIN. Except your height, nothing change. Donate a few cm to me leh :(

No 163cm then I cannot be air stewardess anymoreeeeeee ):

Haha, Deary, Go for what you love. I will stand by you. And, don't go for the surgery that my friend went la. Appearance is not the main beauty.
Kang, Don't stop dancing asshole. Turkey on thanksgiving day k? :)

Pestian Teo, You jolly well remember our friendship. Funny how sometimes we would MIA from each other's life then get back again.

Ricky Ong, You better start to get serious in life. And remember your goal for this holiday. Gain weight you imp.

18 years old boy, Quickly get your driving licensed and show off to me in my face ok? Let go of the painful past those passer by might caused, because always have faith in yourself. The grass will always get greener at the other side ok? Oh, And you got a nice hair cut today. :) Cheers to you.

You're the apple of my eye.

ZZZZZ. They are not together in the end anyway.

Two of which are birthday present from Bin and Pestian. ^^^^^^v

I really cannot get it why, you still insist I didn't try. Who was the one who started all this? Me ok? Me.

Goal : Need to stop pretend to be happy, Must learn to be happy.
Spellbound by the light he shines.

#wefoundlove

2011-11-20T03:01:00.001+08:00

As you all know, OPSS Prom'11 is arriving in maybe another day time. So, the guys totally went hay-wire over this. Honestly, I think those guys/girls who spent a whole load of money on their outfit are really too exaggerate. Like, who would really spend a total of more than $300 on prom? C'mon, You are just attending a dinner with the people whom you faced for 4/5 years. Is there really a big difference?

I understand it's very high class to like go to a hotel. But please, always remind yourself what you want and what you need is different. Please, Especially those who have yet find their jobs, spare a thought for your parents.

So as for today, I met the lads to town, again. And, I would be in town again. Probably for the rest of my holiday if I really can't find a better job.

Oh, Side note.
Did I mention that I went to interview @ Wing Tai and hoped that I could work under Diva/Dorothy Perkins/Adidas. But then, Demi and all to interview @ club 21, So I tried my luck there as well.
The thing is, I wasn't even prepared for anything regarding club 21, and I really prayed hard I could work at Adidas :((((
Apparently, things weren't going good for me. So instead of WT, C21 contacted me and asked me to work for them under Armani Exchange. Like, How the helllllllllll did I get there?!?!
Su, Chu, Dem and I went to the same interview together and Chu got a better one.
Honestly, I really don't wish to work @ AX which is going to be really tiring because I know a lot of people would buy their stuff @ AX as compared to Chu's @ Mulberry. I mean, I thought C21 carries a lot other more high end brands so there weren't be a lot of customers.
YAAAAAAA. BREAD AND BUTTER/HUGO BOSS/DKNY/MULBERRY/DOLCE AND GABBANA or whatever I could have name a lot more. But why AX?
TELL ME. WHY AX? WHY? I didn't request. I didn't pray. I didn't want. WHY AX?
DO YOU LIKE EVEN KNOW? THE AX @ IONS is so so so so big, that I would perhaps fold a thousand of clothes there? I shall just keep my finger crossed. Please, WT CONTACT ME PLEASE. I WANT ADIDAS :(

OR MAYBE UNIVERSAL STUDIOS? HAHA. RIDE CONDUCTOR? Sounds pretty good. But nonetheless, I will give my best at AX still.

Ok, Back to topic.
So today, after I met the lads. I went to do my nails @ Milly's II. Then accompanied the boys to look for their prom stuff.
Sometimes, shopping for guys can be really tedious, Especially if they are as indecisive as girls.

I SPENT A SOLID 3-4 HOURS TO WAIT FOR THE GUYS TO MAKE UP THEIR MIND.
Honestly, they're guys so I think they bought a lot.

HILARIOUS

Bin and Pes went to pick accessories with me. It was very very fun. We all picked rings for each other then we laughed at our own fingers. Laugh instantly.

10 MINUTES HELL

What Bin did to Pes really did frighten me and pes. Kinda confidential. Ok, So Bin tried to do an experiment on Pes and it fail rather badly which made Pes really numb for quite some time.

When was the last time I updated with sucha lengthy entry?

If you were the one initially give up on what you wanted so badly for like many years as you claimed, Then why do you wanna regret so much since you let it happen? Why still care if you mean something to me or not? If you didn't, why did I struggle for sucha long time? To invite unhappiness? What nonsense is this? You were the one who break my first barrier of defense line and initiated a fight and don't even want to solve it. Then in the first place, why came back in the midst then left, then come back and ruin other people from the scratch again? To watch me suffer? To make me fall? Congrats. You did. You did a good job for that. Until now, You still wants to win? You think it's fun? You were the one who hungry to draw the line that much, then do it clearly.

Don't leave things hanging on the verge again.

STILL WELL.

Ps: Suddenly think of Shawn who reminds me about "You're the apple of my eye" movie. The movie was so great, no wonder when it first started to show, Shawn and I went to several places to search for the availability. The ending suck anyway.

Next update : 17th Birthday

What makes you beautiful

2011-11-18T11:34:00.000+08:00

Honestly, I don't want to be seventeen. I want to stay sweet sixteen forever :( The saddest thing is, When my friends (of the same year of birth) is going to be eighteen, I just turned seventeen. Wow.

(Side note)
I found a job and I will start working on the 23rd Nov, which is two days after prom. Yea, prom is coming.

Supposed to go out with Yi Ting and the girls. But, things weren't going right. So I ended up meeting Zhi Yang since the both of them wanna give each other surprise about the prom dress/suit they would be wearing.

Also,
I FINALLY DID WHAT I WANTED FOR YEARS/MONTHS. GOD DAMN HAPPY. (should blog about it soon). Really happy about it. ^^v

So Zy and I went around town and city to search high and low for the things we want. We ended up lepak-ing outside Far east plaza, looking at those people who are going for their prom night.

So, it's my birthday today. And It's the first time I don't want any plans for celebration.
First and foremost, Thank you all, who wished me on my birthday.
Secondly, Thanks Gladys Eu Sissy!
You're the sweetest. I love these cupcakes that you've baked. Love you.

Third, Thanks to him ( I mean everyone would know who he is), Since things weren't going right, Thanks for coming clear to me on my birthday. Thanks, you have screwed everything.
Fourth, Really love the girls who were with me all these days. I love you, DEMI KOH, LEE SU YI, YOU SLUTS. AND SEET YI TING.

And, The lads.
Last but not the least,
Thank you special one. You are damn stupid I swear, Sometimes I really want to box your face and I don't know how the hell you get to find 19 languages of love messages to me. I salute you.

Ok now, I will face my day bravely, no matter how screwed it is.

Still that crazy girl.

Hot

2011-11-13T22:21:00.000+08:00

Just because she doesn't have 100+ likes on her profile picture, It doesn't mean that she's not gorgeous. It's society that's ugly.

Also, Just because she have many likesssss on her profile picture, it doesn't mean she is beautiful. Someone who is really beautiful, is someone who is self-confident, who smile at her best, who loves herself for who she is. And not putting on a pitiful look, and commenting on her own photo saying,

"I look damn ugly plz" / "My cheeks look so fat.". Then people will start commenting, "Omg, You're still so beautiful."

Wake up la. It's super annoying. You are who you are, bitch.

This is my definition of beautiful

Cher Lloyd

(With ur love Mv)

Chloe Wang

(Exceptionally hot in Bigbang-Tonight Mv)

Natalie Portman (Miss Dior)

Gal Gadot

Katharine McPhee

Nicole Scherzinger (Pussycat Dolls)

All time favorite

Penelope Cruz

Last but not the least,

Katie Piper (Even after the acid attack)

You are the real beautiful.

Now, Think twice before you criticize anybody or commenting on the real beautiful.

Promise This

2011-11-11T00:17:00.000+08:00

REBIRTH

Bowling was a great relief after bottling up for so so so long.

I found a little sense of happiness today. The last "happy" thing was before Olevels. So today, I felt it as a sense of achievement. Today's surprise was great. Really really great. .

I don't know how people will judge me but I honestly don't know what else I could after this incident.

Always remember, If you have the courage to avoid and run away, also have the courage to face the things you treasure the most. Today's my rebirth. Honestly, The solution to a broken relationship is not avoid but to face it firmly. So they claimed they understand the feeling. Does that means I don't feel a thing?

When two people come together, we all are starting from the scratch and learn the ropes from each other. I learnt that what is yours would eventually be yours, no matter how hard you try, how much effort you put in, There is no point holding back. It's time, I should stop guiding. That's it. I have give up trying. Nothing works anymore.

People, if you are very lost with whatever trouble you have to deal with, talk to someone. The best boy-friend, the best girl-friend. Whatever, Just talk to them. Say everything. Trust, It is so so so much better.

I feel so so so much better today.

Thanks,

Special One.

Ink my whole body

2011-11-07T23:10:00.001+08:00

Fire

Deathly Hollow

to have and to hold.

Please stop all stereotyping that tattoos are for gangster.

So excited.

3 more days.

Ps: I lost my way in Yishun just now before heading to meet Y. Felt as if I ran the whole Yishun.

Love you best.

Your Song

2011-11-07T13:28:00.000+08:00

O levels main papers have officially ended. Am' currently having a 10 days interval before my last paper which is on the 14th. Haven't been enjoying life, so i'm currently struggling to get back on track.

All of a sudden, I miss the mugging period before O's. At least, I'm not doing it alone.

Believe

What's yours would eventually be yours. Deep down, I'm dying to let it out.

I believe I will miss secondary school days despite those complicated friendships and relationships. And, I believe, when I grow older and I read my blog again, I will laugh at the things we did, of course, I will miss those person who made a great impact of my life, regardless bad or good.

Here are some photos I took during Graduation day.

Thank you girls, This was when I really had fun. Also, Su, Thanks for those nights despite in the midst of exams. Even though we always said we'll get into serious study but we would still spend majority of the time talking about anything under the sun. USS soon. ^^v

For you, as well. Hun, stay strong.

Many many things, I want to do.

Many many things, I want to say.

Many many many things, I hope it have a solution.

Bring me away.

Yours truly.

#Set Fire To The Rain

2011-10-16T13:03:00.000+08:00

Sunday breeze

Two photos for now. Probably won't be blogging until O levels end.
Gonna go for WJE later.

"These times will try hard to define me, But I will hold my head held high. I'm telling you, These times are hard, But they will pass."

TOUGH TIMES DON'T LAST, TOUGH MAN WOULD.

Aviation

2011-09-07T21:57:00.003+08:00

It's been really really long since I last updated. Today, top form to blog.

Many many things happened. Its the September holiday now and Preliminary main papers would start directly when school reopens. Sense of urgency xinfinity. No more going to town or shopping, everything is about study.

Life was still as good. But, all good things would come to an end. Just that mine has yet to arrive.

Start blogging from the oldest.

Racial Harmony Day 2011
This year's trend was Sari. Most of the girls were dressed in Indian costume. The concert is still the same. But this year, we had the sing along session.

I think sec 2 days was the best time for me and Clarissa. Hehe ^^

Love Birds I

During July, I spent almost all my weekend with Yy and Kelvin. Also, With Warren.

Fatty War

TEACHERS' DAY 2011
Aces day exercise was a full of crap. We danced the chicken dance over and over again. It's really cmi situation. I went to school just for concert. Initially, the concert was cannot make it as well. But, Entourage turned us on.

ENTOURAGE

WHEN YY WAS WORKING
When YY was working, Kel asked us out. So I went to St.Games with Kel and dined in at Astons.
Sometimes, I hope I lived in WII sports resort world. The characters are super tiny. I like them. ^^^^v

TICKETS TO SENTOSAAAAAAAAAAA
Last Friday, Four of us went to Sentosa, We set off really early as we thought we would not have enough time to visit all the attractions. In the end, we had more than enough time for everything. Also, We watched Smurfs that night. SMURFS WAS SMURF-TASTIC.

We went on two way cable car from Habourfront center > Mount faber > Habourfront center > Sentosa. Despite the grand-looking of 4th Generation Jewel cable car, THERE IS ABSOLUTELY NO AIRCON. IT'S WAS SCORCHING HOT I SWEAR. I could have dehydrate. :OOO

CABLE CAR MUSEUM

BUTTERFLY PARK + INSECT KINGDOM

It was a real pity because we don't get to see this butterfly in real life. But anyway, It was spectacular. The butterflies and moths are in different colors. The bugs as well. Some of it are in v shiny!

The sanrio shop is located at Habourfront center. Kel and Hun kept bugging me to leave :((( I want to buy the pink luggage. I want to buy it so as soon as possible so that I can use it when I go overseas after O levels. Ya, Everything after O levels.

The birds' claws really hurts though :(

I ate too much of tomatoes this week. No more pimple but my skin is getting yellower and yellower. AND YELLOWER. OMG.

So sentimental. I like this song. ):

I gotta go.

Reality

2011-08-13T13:14:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday, Bro.

No longer have time to blog anymore. Furthermore, there is nothing to blog about.

Everything would be better.

There will be happier days, for us.

This has got to be a good life

2011-07-04T18:54:00.000+08:00

As I said, this entry would be about my third trip to Universal studios. It was funtiringscary. I went with Honeybee's siblings and Nelson. I was influenced by all of them to go and try the galactica humans ride. It spoil my whole trip. Yes, It was fun and thrilling. It was super scary. x93021281. Ftw.
I nearly die there. AIYA, OK. FOR ME. I LIKE THE MERRY GO ROUND AND MADAGASCAR RIDE. OK. ^^

HAHAHA.

Ok, I had fun on that day. But snow city's better!

Today"s a public holiday. Youth day yo. But everything seems to be so screwed.

I hate it. I hate empty promises. I hate people saying thing just for the sake of saying. I hate it when I tried my best but my best wasn't enough. I hate it when I'm always the one bringing things together to work. I hate it when I bring myself to talk to someone, Yet he/she couldn't even care less about me.

You make sure you never do these to me, Don't regret. Because you just don't know how it feel.

For now, You try, change, plea or promise. It doesn't work on me anymore.

Forallthejackass.

Stop and Stare

2011-07-02T22:52:00.001+08:00

New york, Concrete jungles where dreams are of, There's nothing you can't do.

Here's a small update about school and school holidays.

June vacation : Actually, June itself is not a good month because many many things happened and most of my girls are down during the Holidays. This June vacation was also the first time I didn't get to catch up with most of my girlfriends. Real pity.
However, Some outing were really worthy.

-Kboxing with Sher and Jia.

-Snow City with Honeybee.

-Band concert.
-Sun tanning @ Sentosa
-Universal studios 3.

Mostly gonna do a touch and go post for these trips.

Oh, This is the best vacation for me. As, This is my first time, settling down to complete my holiday assignment rather than rushing all of it in the last day of vacation.

School : Yes, Massive change after school reopen. New form teacher. New teachers. Oh, And exam mode. I have came out with study plan. July is a brand new month. I will be on the right track.

Kboxing with Sher and Jia
It was an impromptu outing with them.They made a trip to my house to slack and play with each others' hair. Haha. My room become a make up studio for them. Plastic max. After which, We went to Kbox.

Snow City

On one of the weekdays, I went to snow city and science center with Honeybee and his brother. Snow city was splendid! It was my first time there. It is not that cold (I mean it's not those freezing snowy winter day). It's just ice. Hello. They provided us with long johns and boots. I like mineeee! Because my feet was too small for an adult size, They got me a children boots. With furry and bells pattern. ^^v. Oh, there is only one slide you can play in snow city!

Like a fun!

Band Concert

Very brief one. My main motive is to support Jia and Eugene :))))

Fan 4

Sher xoxo

Sentosa
So unlike Juney. Since young, I want to have fair complexion and had never fail to do so. My classmates used to make fun of me saying that I bathe with bleach. So, for a breakthrough, I went to sun tan. What a day. No mood, No hunk, No food, Unplanned. But the girls were great!!!!!

Love my sweet.

Ok, Gonna watch Monte Carlo tomorrow and,
OMFGGGGG, Transformer; Dark of the moon. Wheetweeeeee ^^v

So like a happy siazxzxzxzxzx.

Next post will be about universal studios.

YAYNESS

When you're happy like a fool, Let it take you over

2011-07-01T18:40:00.001+08:00

Good life - One Republic.

When you know the truth of something, and no one admits it, What would you do? Sometimes, I hope I'm more outspoken in a sense of how I feel. Sometimes, I hope I don't know things I shouldn't know.

When the person is your closest and there is this barrier between both of you even if you got the best intention over there not to hurt him/her, will you speak the truth?

White lies, is lies. Yes, You feel something happening and seems like you're the one aware of it. What would you do?
Yes, you know something is wrong, Yes I admit something happened. I just can't bring myself to face you like before.

So now, What would you do?

This wolf inside me, You gotta stop howling at the moon. No one is going to answer you.

Mine

2011-06-11T22:34:00.001+08:00

It all started like this.

"Instead of just sitting around and looking down on tomorrow, You gotta get your feet off the ground, The time is now. The world will force you to smile, I'm here to help you notice the rainbow. Cos' I know, what's in you is out there. I'm trying to be patient, Each step is the hardest, I know you can make it, Go ahead and take it."

It all ended, just like this.
No more.

Waiting outside the lines - Greyson Chance

2011-06-10T10:14:00.000+08:00

I've been with the iTouch since 8am. It's holiday but I could barely sleep. Expecting something good, Thinking of the past, the future and now. You see, People come and go unexpectedly and I really don't know what's going to happen next.

"We all know something is not right, Let's quit pretending". I realized, We should not even start pretending in the first place and carry on with the same mistake. Now, It landed us in no way, and we are clueless of what to do.

Sometimes, I wonder was it that I asked for too much or it's the attitude of us? Keep in mind, People change, but the past doesn't.

Perhaps, I was too naive.

Someone, take me away.

hush, don't explain, don't confront.
I like this Peace.

Leave out all the rest - Linkin Park

2011-06-08T23:07:00.000+08:00

Why talk and show no action?
Make sure you don't regret with your negligence of today.

Feeling Good - Adam Lambart

2011-06-06T17:51:00.000+08:00

MISS LIEM'S FAREWELL PARTY

As I was saying, Miss Liem would be leaving to Northland Sec after the June vacation. 5b1 would be having a new form teacher. And we would definitely miss Miss liem so much :(( Upon her leaving, 5B1 organized a small farewell party and hope Miss Liem would remember us ; always.

Ana Sayang

Soniaaaaa

Standard face by Miss Liem when she teached

Hui Jia. SuYuan. Rina Charmaine. Miss Liem. Me. Kunjing

Fansxoxoxo

From Cedric's camera. I love this picture a lottttt

Miss Liem like our best friend only. No greetings, No homework. Free periods. HAHA

I loikeeeeee this picture ^^ But why half class only? :(((

A lot of instaxmini.

Rock On 5B1. 3 distinctions!!!

I would definitely miss her. :((

FAN SIX xoxo

Okay, I'm gonna go off and have tuition. And tomorrow is Demi's Birthdayyyyyyyyyyy!
Hahahahah, Gonna Vlog up real soon.

Edge of glory - Lady GaGa

2011-06-05T22:36:00.000+08:00

There's aint a reason that we should be alone, tonight yea baby, tonight yea baby.

Finally forking out time for blogging, Soon, I'm going to upload my vlog as well. Really got no no no time :((
Busy hanging out and relaxing on the first week of my June vacation. After which, Imma chiong already.

I went out with Csissy on my last paper of exam.

On Thursday, I came across a super bad news that my form teacher is leaving for another school. I was absent on that some more :O I don't know. This might be cliche, but really, I hope she won't be going. Why must it be her? :(

Also, on that day, I went out with Sweet. We went to K. And it was awesome.

Girls just wanna have fun. I wanna meet my Fan Five soon leh :(((((

Scape + Cinileisure

Yesterday, I went out with Honeybee. In the morning, I went to Victoria Jomo flea and it was crap. Nothing nice and the weather was terrible. Honeybee even encouraged me to get more things in it, when nothing really caught my eye :(((( Horrible, Also, Visited Elisa @ Hooked on flea @ Iluma. It was even worst. The place's so packed; Like sardine. However, Honeybee and I went to watch Kung Fu Panda 2. HEHEHEHE ^^^^v

WHY YOU SO TALL. I HATE YOU.

WHY YOUR HAIR SO THICK, I NO LIKE YOU LIAO. HAHAHA.
By the way, I had revamp my room ^^v Went Ikea to get my furniture. Like a happy only. ^^v
Will blog about it soon.

AND I GOT MY DR MARTENS. HEHEHAHAHOHO

Honeybee bought this kiki ring for me ^^v Love it.

New love. Wheeeeeee.

Xoxo

Lips that I felt just like inside of a rose

2011-05-26T18:43:00.000+08:00

My third O level Mother tongue exam is coming. Third third third.

I must must must get a distinction this time round. Mock exam was f-ever dead. Last session tomorrow.

June holidays are coming and there are so many things to do. And, It is also the last chance to mug for prelims and O's. How? :(

Today, After a long day of Mother Tongue + English. I'm going to have tuition. And then I will stay over at Alf's. IMMAGOINGJOGOUT.OK.BYEBYE

California King Bed - Rihana

2011-05-15T22:00:00.000+08:00

It's been really really long after my last update. Ok, Recently, It was exam period and I didn't get to go town or any special place. Have been hanging out a lot with honeybee and classmates and the sec 4s.
Anyway, Lots of nice outings and memorable events happened in March and I enjoyed it. Let's start with the Sherlyn's chalet. ( Red alert : Photo spam)

My puffy cheek is a happy girl ^^

Mainemaine too

Very belated pictures Ikr. (Scroll down for newest)

Awesome-est

XOXO

ZANNYO. LUVVVZXSXC

5 YEARS BUDDY AND COUNTING ON

My honeyboyboy ^^^^^^^v
Instax Mini of the day ^^

Next up, Kelvin's 21.

Mo mo liew uh, Ah dao.

AND A PINATA.

I swear we sat there and took these pictures as if freeze. HAHAHHA.

Out with Sherlyn and HuiJia. HEHEHEHHE

In between this period, I had been playing bball with honeybee and the sec 4s and also went kite sessions with Zeng Bin. The life was just so simple back then. Exams were manageable. No, Some of it i mean. I really WILL do better for Prelims and O's.

HAHA, I'm not procrastinating. -.-
OHHHH, I FINALLY WENT OUT WITH ALL THE GIRLSSSSSS. (The getting closer ones) HAHAHHA.

First, we went to lets sweet. The cakes were nice to see but awful in taste. SWEARRRRRR. We all agreed.
Next, We went to Orchid Bowl. It was my first bowling session ever after several years. I had hell loads of fun. HAHAHAHAH.

MAINE WAS SO SEXY

AND SWEET
BUT THEN.

.

.

.

SIGHS.

This was not even half of our meal. WE ATE LIKE WOLVES

This was my share ^^^^

PUFFY CHEEKS

ORCHID BOWL

FAN 4 RESULT.

ZANNYO RESULT.

Club FAN 4 XOXO

HAHAHA

MAINE'S SIGNATURE POSE

ZANNYO
OK, I GOTTA GO AND CHIT CHAT WITH MY HONEYBEE. LAST PIC @ SPEECH DAY

Animals

2011-05-08T00:04:00.002+08:00

We all would change.

And, You know why I said it.

I don't mind anymore.

This is the most I can give.

Read this from Jay On The Hay's fans' tumblr.

2011-04-30T10:43:00.000+08:00

This is the real deal. Try ignoring it, and the first thing you’ll notice is having a horrible day starting tomorrow morning … and it only gets worse from there.
ARIES - The Aggressive
Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to mess with. Funny.. Excellent kisser EXTREMELY adorable. Loves relationships, and family is very important to an aries. Aries are known for being generous and giving. Addictive. Loud. Always has the need to be ‘Right’. Aries will argue to prove their point for hours and hours. Aries are some of the most wonderful people in the world.. 16 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

TAURUS - The Tramp
Aggressive. Loves being in long relationships. Likes to give a good fight. Fight for what they want. Can be annoying at times, but for the love of attention. Extremely outgoing. Loves to help people in times of need. Good kisser. Good personality. Stubborn. A caring person. They can be self centered and if they want something they will do anything to get it. They love to sleep and can be lazy. One of a kind. Not one to mess with. Are the most attractive people on earth! 15 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

GEMINI -The Twin
Nice. Love is one of a kind. Great listeners. Very Good at confusing people… Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you out. Geminis will not take any crap from anyone. Geminis like to tell people what they should do and get offended easily. They are great at losing things and are forgetful. Geminis can be very sarcastic and childish at times and are very nosey. Trustworthy. Always happy. VERY Loud. Talkative. Outgoing. VERY FORGIVING. Loves to make out. Has a beautiful smile. Generous. Strong. THE MOST IRRESISTIBLE. 9 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

CANCER - The Beauty
MOST AMAZING KISSER. Very high appeal. A Cancer’s Love is one of a kind.. Very romantic.. Most caring person you will ever meet in your life. Entirely creative Person, most are artists and insane, respectfully speaking. They perfected sex and do it often. Extremely random. An Ultimate Freak. Extremely funny and is usually the life of the party. Most Cancers will take you under their wing and into their hearts where you will remain forever. Cancers make love with a passion beyond compare. Spontaneous. Not a Fighter, But will kick your ass good if it comes down to it. Someone you should hold on to! 12 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

LEO - The Lion
Great talker. Attractive and passionate. Laid back. Usually happy but when unhappy tend to be grouchy and childish. A Leo’s problem becomes everyone’s problem. Most Leos are very predictable and tend to be monotonous. Knows how to have fun.. Is really good at almost anything. Great kisser. Very predictable. Outgoing. Down to earth. Addictive. Attractive. Loud. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find. Good when found. 7 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

VIRGO - The One that Waits
Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always wants the last word.. Caring. Smart. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. A pushover. Loves to gamble and take chances. Needs to have the last say in everything.. They think they know everything and usually do. Respectful to others but you will quickly lose their respect if you do something untrustworthy towards them and never regain respect. They do not forgive and never forget. The one and only. 7 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

LIBRA - The Lame One
Nice to everyone they meet. Their love is one of a kind. Silly, funny and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! However, not the kind of person you want to mess with…you might end up crying. Libras can cause as much havoc as they can prevent. Faithful friends to the end.Can hold a grudge for years.Libras are someone you want on your side. Usually great at sports and are extreme sports fanatics. Very creative. A hopeless romantic. 9 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

SCORPIO - The Addict
EXTREMELY adorable. Loves to joke. Very Good sense of humor. Will try almost anything once. Loves to be pampered. Energetic. Predictable. GREAT kisser. Always get what they want.. Attractive. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Loves to party but at times to the extreme. Loves the smell and feel of money and is good at making it but just as good at spending it! Very protective over loved ones. HARD workers. Can be a good friend but if is disrespected by a friend, the friendship will end. Romantic. Caring.. 4 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

SAGITTARIUS - The Promiscuous One
Spontaneous. High appeal. Rare to find. Great when found.. Loves being in long relationships. So much love to give. A loner most of the time. Loses patience easily and will not take crap. If in a bad mood stay FAR away. Gets offended easily and remembers the offense forever. Loves deeply but at times will not show it, feels it is a sign of weakness. Has many fears but will not show it. VERY private person. Defends loved ones with all their abilities. Can be childish often. Not one to mess with. Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing in bed..!!! Not the kind of person you want to mess with- you might end up crying. 4 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

CAPRICORN - The Passionate Lover
Love to bust. Nice. Sassy. Intelligent. Sexy. Grouchy at times and annoying to some. Lazy and love to take it easy. But when they find a job or something they like to do they put their all into it. Proud, understanding and sweet.
Irresistible. Loves being in long relationships. Great talker. Always gets what he or she wants. Cool. Loves to win against other signs especially Gemini’s in sports. Likes to cook but would rather go out to eat at good restaurants.
Extremely fun. Loves to joke. Smart. 24 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

AQUARIUS - Does It In The Water
Trustworthy. Attractive. Great kisser. One of a kind, loves being in long-term relationships. Can be clumsy at times but tries hard. Will take on any project. Proud of themselves in whatever they do. Messy and unorganized. Procrastinators. Great lovers, when they’re not sleeping. Extreme thinkers. Loves their pets usually more than their family. Can be VERY irritating to others when they try to explain or tell a story. Unpredictable. Will exceed your expectations. Not a Fighter but will Knock your lights out.. 2 years of bad luck if you do not forward

PISCES - The Partner for Life
Caring and kind. Smart. Likes to be the center of attention. Very organized. High appeal to opposite sex. Likes to have the last word. Good to find, but hard to keep. Passionate, wonderful lovers. Fun to be around. Too trusting at times and gets hurt easily. VERY caring. They always try to do the right thing and sometimes gets the short end of the stick. They sometimes get used by others and get hurt because of their trusting. Extremely weird but in a good way. Good sense of humor!!! Thoughtful. Loves to joke. Very popular. Silly, fun and sweet. Good friend to other but needs to be choosy on who they allow their friends to be. 5 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

Catch Me If You Can - Jess Moskaluke

2011-04-28T22:59:00.000+08:00

Haven't been blogging lately. Here are some photos took over time.

VIA IPHONE

LOMO LOMO

HELLO KITTY CAMERA

Tango

Baby Nicole.

Ok, I promise to blog more soon.

Exams, Please take it easy on me.

Hold it against me

2011-03-21T20:42:00.000+08:00

THERE IS NOTHING YOU SHOULD BE SAD WITH.

LIVE UP, YOU DRESSED BEAUTIFULLY, YOU LIVE IN PRETTY HOUSES, YOU GET TO EAT ANYTHING. YOU GOT EVERYTHING THAT SOME LESS FORTUNATES DO NOT HAVE.

TREASURE ALL THIS OK.

If your situation is bad, What about them?

Don't understand why there's such thinking minor illnesses will cause death.

COME ON LA. BE MORE REALISTIC CAN OR NOT?

For the first time - The script

2011-03-18T23:18:00.000+08:00

If sorrow took away today, Learn to live with it tomorrow

As I said, I'll blog about Wushu Mock Comp.
Summarizing it, It was mutual. I'm a full time slacker and everybody know it :) Except that, I got to know a lot of kids. Yes, from the primary school again. I love them. My heart goes out to their laughter, tears and silly jokes. All in all, I had fun with them. ^^v How nice, when a small kid (that you know) approach you, Held your hand and ask you to follow them, Or come ranting some language that you don't understand. I like it. HAHA.

DAY 1

Hi, this is Alexander. He is my most beloved boy over there. HAHA. (God bless him to do well for his competition this coming Monday)

DAY 2

Antonia
Constance's favorite. ^^
KA KUP
Lynn and Javier

Alastair Xin Xin and Clarissa.

Fun rating : 4/5 :DDDD

So, During the "day camp" at Mee Toh School. The food there was rather yucky. Therefore, Honeybeez prepared Fried rice for me. It's call "Bf brand" and it's priceless. ^^v
Ohyeaaaaa, He also added some hello kiki stuffs to my collection. We got the watch at Gatchapon machine. Epic thing was, We played twice. The green one came out first and it's the ugliest of all the designs so I insist of playing again. And then the yellow one came out. The comical thing is that, as we were playing, The coins that we inserted came out as well. At first it was one coin. But who knows. It return us all the coins for the second game. HAHA. LUCKY ME. ^^

Grenade - Julia & Tyler

2011-03-18T00:02:00.000+08:00

Hi, Life.
I don't know how to feel sad.

I AM NUMBER 4 DAY

GNOMEO AND JULIET DAY

If silence is gold, How should I describe moon gazing?

Through the lens (Grammy film)

I stood in the rain to take these pictures.
Had an impromptu outing with loverboy yesterday to get his DnT products and stuffs @ Rochor road. The rain and lack of details for his products spoil it all. But wait, shopping cures women anxiety right?

HE HE HE.
Upcoming events -

WuShu Mock competition
Out with Su the bitch
Sherlyn's Chalet
Kel's Chalet

Ok, I shall upload Wushu Mock comp day 1 photos tomorrow.
Imma sleep nao. Bye

Marry you - Bruno Mars

2011-03-06T12:57:00.001+08:00

Someone who patted on my shoulder, Allowing me to know that I had the whole world.

Allowing me to appreciate peace. Scream with me when I was crazy. Taught me how to treasure.

So, this is for you. Brud.

" have all the peace you want, but at the end of the day, i want you back."

Thanks for what you've said, For this, Imma going to smile for the whole day.

Change my name.

I am Happy Juney Oh.
HA HA HA.
(:

-

2011-03-03T22:26:00.000+08:00

"If I were to have 3 wishes, I wouldn't wish for anything much.

Except that,

25 hours a day,

8 days a week,

13 months a year.

A longer time to have you"

-Quote Facebook.

All time favorite

2011-03-03T22:23:00.002+08:00

P/s I'm still not over you - Rihana

2011-03-01T16:16:00.002+08:00

HOT MUCH TUMBLR.

Winkwink, I'm sick. HAHA. And I got MC.

Just A Dream - Sam Tsui

2011-02-24T23:46:00.000+08:00

Haven't been blogging for quite some time. So I'm gonna blast quite a lot of pictures. Life was good.

Sequences of events
Chinese New Year 2011
Reunion Dinner Night -

So it's always boring after catching up with some of my relatives. I got sometime to camwhore with my bro.

Now you know we are very bored.
YAY. Potential Housewife.

Day 1
Few pictures took though.

HeartsI hope you all collected many angpaos! :)

Day 2 -
Loverboy's house visit

FAIL ON COOKING

Day 3 -
UNIVERSAL STUDIOS WITH LOVERBOY.

RAMANPLAYYYY

Ride was thrilling.

Have been hanging out with these girls recently. I love zannnn ^^

MV GIRL, MUACKS
She's always a happy girl. ^^

Loverboy's

YAY. US ^^^^^^^^^^v

KUNJING'S HOUSE VISIT

I LOVE YOU ZANN

XOXO ALL

Nicole's First birthday

Hi alex

Zi Le and Se You's bbq

Zoelyn's game
Wesley and XinHui
Haha. Last but not the least,
Happy Valentines' day to you.

2011-02-23T22:09:00.000+08:00

December - Treasuring it

January - Lost track

February - Can't be bothered

March - Come to an end.

April - Never ever ever ever turn back.

Bye

Breaking free

2011-02-17T23:00:00.000+08:00

I want to go back to square one.
Please say yes. And it will solve it all.

I'm tired.

F**kin' Perfect

2011-02-10T23:19:00.000+08:00

Made a wrong turn
Once or twice
Dug my way out
Blood and fire
Bad decisions
That's alright
Welcome to my silly life

Mistreated
Misplaced
Misunderstood
Miss knowing it's all good
It didnt slow me down.

Mistaking
Always second guessing
Underestimating
Look I'm still around

Pretty, pretty please
Dont you ever, ever feel
Like you're less than
Fucking perfect

Pretty, pretty please
If you ever, ever feel
Like you're nothing
You're fucking perfect to me

You're so mean
When you talk
About yourself, you were wrong
Change the voices in your head

Make them like you instead
So complicated
Look how we all make it
Filled with so much hatred
Such a tired game

It's enough
I've done all I can think of
Chased down all my demons
I've seen you do the same

Oh
The whole worlds scared
So I swallow the fear
The only thing I should be drinking
Is an ice cold beer

So cool in line
And we try, try, try
But we try too hard
And it's a waste of my time

Done looking for the critics
Cause they're everywhere
They don't like my jeans
They don't get my hair

Exchange ourselves
And we do it all the time
Why do we do that?
Why do I do that?

Why do I do that?

You're perfect, you're perfect

Pretty, pretty please
If you ever, ever feel
Like you're nothing
You're fucking perfect to me

Hopes

2011-02-03T01:27:00.000+08:00

Lost faith.
Never had someone who totally forget who you are.

Hold It Against Me - Britney Spears

2011-02-03T00:19:00.001+08:00

Actually, I have no idea to blog. And I feel like deleting this web here. What if javascript:void(0)it's closing? Does it really matter much?

Anyway, This is January's summary.

School

After school reopens, time for leisure is getting lesser, If not, not at all. Yes, Undeniable, Super stress. Cca, Tests, adapting to syllabus. Take a step at a time. Oh yes, I'm taking up tuition tojavascript:void(0)o. I took up POA and awaiting for combine Science tutor. So far, I benefited a lot from POA tutor. It was good.

Life

Other than having the thought of giving up Sec 5. Other things are on track. Leaving aside those stuff I shouldn't waste a lot of time on. I think life is good. It will be good. It must be good. God love me. I know.

He would.

So here are some pivotal events that happened in January.

Jas 18th

Ra and Alex

CCA ORIENTATION

Ever joking, Never stopping

With Luv

Well,

Lunar new year is here. I hope all well ends well. I'm leaving January behind.

I'm competing with you, Time. I will grab all my golden opportunity to do the things I want. Whether how good or bad January were, It's so so so so so yesterday. So, I want to start working on my February.

Bye Jan.

Forget you - Cee lo green

2011-01-22T09:45:00.000+08:00

I got so much to say but in no form of words.

Atelier Royale

Jin. Haru. Akira. Hiroshi. Yutaki

Like a Singapore Big Bang.

Yutaki

Blog again, Soon.

Touch - Natasha Bedingfield

2011-01-02T01:13:00.000+08:00

I realized I don't have much to time to blog about all the stuff of my personal life, But It's 2011 now, Here's a summary of 2010.

January,

A start of something new, I thought everything would be better but I guess I was wrong. The beginning of sec 4, I want to improve and I did.
-Still Hinting (N)

February

-Aunt shifted out of the house (N)
-Still Hinting, Happily Hinting, Doesn't even mind getting hurt (Mutual)
-Even the sweetest chocolate expires, Needless to say about us (Too numb to feel anything)
-Had some personality issue with a friend (N), But It made us closer after,which (Y)

March

-Till then, We got over. (Mutual)
-So another came and revolved around my world. (Y)
-Heart break but friendship don't. So absence made the heart grew fonder, Everything's back at one. (Mutual)
-Built a Pillar (Y)(Y)(Y)

April,

-Where butterflies met tummy (N)
-Reprimanded, Sweated, Bruised and went for my first WuShu competition ever. (Mutual)
-So indeed, One plus one equals two. Felt so complete (Y)
-Happy-ing still (Y) ^^v

May

-Shits happened. (Mutual)
-Humans are the master of masquerade (N)
-Found those who really cared (Y)
-Never thought of getting involve in her nonsense (Y)
-Learn to tolerate and say fuck it and get over (Y)
-By hook or by crook, He started to talk again (Mutual)

June

-The one who should be talking, ran out of words, The one who shouldn't , talks a lot( Totally facing life)
-Kelvin became a soldier, Which made our bond so strong (Y)
-Still thinking it all should be good, But turned out no (N)
-Dilemma for all (N)

July

-The one who should be talking, really really stop. (N)
-Struggled and fought for it (N)
-So determined (Y)

August

-The one who should be talking started the conversation again (Y)
-I'm a bad-egg in his mind. (Too numb to feel anything)
-So we both move on and I did too. ^^v (Y)

September

-Fighting with prelims + Advance N's Paper.
-Ignorance is bliss (Y)
-Nape piercing did not survive (N)
-Moving on fine (Y)

October

-Got use to life and never wanted to open up again. (Y)
-Fought with N levels (N)
-4 years of OPSS life came to an end (Mutual)

November

-Invited to go along with TaiWan trip (Y)
-Most important of all, Met new friends, learn new things, new adventures. More girlfriends. (Y)(Y)(Y)
-Birthday was rather ........ bad. (Mutual)
-I thought it'd be better, In some ways (N)
-Same shit, different flavors (N)
-The one who should talk ran out of topic again, The one who shouldn't had the word(N)
-Found out that both cheat, proves that all guys are the same. (Y)
-Prom was a total bullshit. (N)
-Start to work like a bull. -.- (N)(N)

December

-So irony for everything (Mutual)
-Miracle (Y)
-Made it for Sec 5. (Y)
-Learn a lot of new things at work (Y)

So this was how my 2010 ended.
WeiKang invited me to countdown, Had fun with all the lads and not forgetting Gladys and Pearlina too :))))

1.I bought my Olympus Pen!!!!! LIKE A HAPPY ONLY.
2.Going to Vol.ta with Lijun to get my school bag. ^^ Out with the girl YAY!
3.A FEW MORE HOURS TO GO. PLEASE. YAY. <3

New year resolutions :
1. Stay in Thai,
2.Of course, Try very hard in Wufang for AJC.
3.Happiness

Thai
and never come back. Dad, Know this. Please.

This was why, I always leave

2010-12-28T13:35:00.000+08:00

Boy: I broke up with her.

His Best Friend: What happened?

Boy: She’s just too much for me.

His Best Friend: What makes you say that? What did she do wrong?

Boy: Well, for one.. She only cared about her appearance. Always had to look good, always took forever to get dressed! So insecure..

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she wanted to keep your eyes locked on her? She wanted you to see that you have the prettiest girl under your sleeve and not think otherwise? I see..

Boy: Oh.. Well.. She’d often call me or text me asking where I am, who I’m with, telling me not to smoke, not to drink. She’s so clingy!

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she cares about your well being? Because she cares about youa lot? And her greatest fear is losing you. I see..

Boy: But.. Uhh.. Well, she’d always cry when I say something slightly mean. She can’t handle anything. She’s a crybaby!

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she has feelings? And because she just wanted to hear you say you love her? I see..

Boy: I.. Well! You know, she’d get jealous easily. I could barely talk to other girls! She’s so annoying! I had to hide it from her so she wouldn’t bitch about it.

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she just wanted you to commit to her? She thought you were faithful, but you lied so she could find out later and hurt even more? She just wanted the guy she loves the most to love only her. I see..

Boy: Well, she..

His Best Friend: You broke up with her because she’s good for you? She just wanted the best for you? She’s broken now because you were selfish. Are you proud?

Boy: I broke her heart.. Because I couldn’t see what was happening.. What happened to me?

His Best Friend: You lost the girl that loved you like no one else could. You see? You didn’t want her when all she ever wanted was you. THAT’S what happened.

All of us are about the same. Should we spend some time to put yourself in his/her shoe?
It was never easy.

Sanrio

2010-12-25T00:55:00.000+08:00

ANOTHER ONE THIS WEEK.

SANRIO
FOR YOU, I GOT THE BEDSHEETS, BLANKETS, KEYCHAINS, TOYS, SOFTTOYS, EARRINGS, RINGS, COMIC,
SWEETS, MANGA, TATTOO.
AND YES, I EVEN GOT A PANTIES FOR MY COLLECTION.

HA HA HA.
Thank you, Dwayne, Thanks for my Hello Kiki. I'm waiting.

Shiatttttt,

My dearest is not with me. No ):

And, I received my first Xmas present from Nhjk. ^^v

Axe. Oh

2010-12-21T23:00:00.001+08:00

Shit, I'm typing nonsense with my blocked nose and eyes teary

This is bad

Stay Here Tonight - Enrique Iglesias

2010-12-21T00:04:00.002+08:00

This is going to be serious. Heh, I gonna blog, From ..... Since Prom night which is the 25/11/10 to now.

~~BETTER LATE THAN NEVER~~

BUT NEVER LATE IS BETTER

Oh well, Here we go.
25th Nov, Prom night was a real so-so , However, Here are some of my super awesome people.

Chye Ann and Sonia bby

Geliang, Desmond and Celine :))))

CHENG YES CHENG. XX

EX, HI EX.

PILLAR OF SUPPORT. TZW. XXX

Done with Prom

Next, A small outing with Baby Wen and Ya Qi. It was mad. We laugh over the most trivial stuff, on cloud nine during our game, scream, cheered for everything.

I love you.

All.

I had fun. ^^v

And next, Another small outing with Demi and Su Yi. I tell you, It was a "Not bad lo, Ok lo, Anything lo" outing. An awesome trip, still. I swear, Even till now when I'm blogging, I'm smiling to myself when I typed all these. Demi loves to say all this. Nice 1. One upcoming outing with all of them so soon. With YiTing and Chu Hui along. YAYYAYYAY ^.^

XOXO.

On the 9th of December,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TERRANCE YAP

His mum's super, wuper x9218921384 cute. And Bryan also. LOL.

Kxg, Genting soon uh :X:X:X:X:X:X:X

Bryan is the most tam jia guy ever.

OK, ANOTHER BENGS.

And last one, Took using my Iphone.

Quality sucks, I know right.

But anyway, Hope you did enjoy your day ^^

Daily happening :
Recently, I have been working almost everyday. It's a daily routine. A few days back, I went to collect my N level result. Not very pleasant tho. EMB3 - 14 points. However, on a lighter note, I'm glad to see the whole of 4B1 promoting up to sec 5 as a class. Whole 42 of them. Yes.

#1. Movies I've watched throughout the holiday - Rapunzel, Trons and Narnia.
#2. Special trips - TaiWan and Universal Studios,
#3. Rare stuff I did - Prepared a surprise. And I did. I really did.

Oh yes, I've been back and forth from Elf's crib. He is still thinking of ways to talk things out with me. Be it, the smallest that could happened or any problems that I should face.
Well, Yes. I think I'm in love. HAHAHAHA.

And,

Last shot.

Ruk Sam Sao

2010-12-20T01:28:00.000+08:00

Hell, Swear.

He's such a dear. My apple pie.

P/s: I wanted to blog more lo!!!! Well, My baby bugged me the whole night, and refuse to go home. HAHAHA. So, Yea, More tomorrow ^^v PROMISE. REALLY.

Hold My Hand

2010-12-18T00:46:00.002+08:00

No, I think no.
I think I made the wrong decision.

Go back,
Right to the start.

When I'm with you - Faber Drive

2010-12-15T02:41:00.000+08:00

I thought I said to him that I'll be fine, But wait, Ok, I just don't get it that we are still treating it as nothing. Nothing so innocently. Deep shitzxzxzx. So, messed up, So messed up, So messed up.

I should change my name to Happy Oh Jun Yi. HAHAHAHAHAH.

Because, Yes, I'm finally giving a f*cuk, No more :)

Including you.

Maybe Us.

I like this picture very much.

I think this is the best I took in Taiwan :))))))

HAHAHA.

SEE YOU LATER NHJK.

A little too not over you

2010-12-12T10:33:00.000+08:00

I knew my elf will be there for me.
As usual, he did.
Thanks Alvin.XXX

I wanna blog so soon. ):

It is what it is - Lifehouse

2010-12-08T12:32:00.001+08:00

Ton of stuffs happened this week. I'm starting to lost track of many things.
And, I'm going to find time to blog a proper one.

Out with Demi Bby and Shu Yi.

This is the best we took so far, Now we're waiting for YiTing for the next outing :))

Last but not the least.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM.

Sorry that I loved you - Anthony Neely

2010-12-03T00:33:00.000+08:00

"For giving you every thing that you dreamed , For taking it back when I fled the scene.

Sorry love, for wasting your time. But an apology now after all of this time,
Won't make any difference tonight"

Smile - Uncle Kracker

2010-11-29T22:39:00.000+08:00

This song played back lotsa memories.

Ok, Anyway, Here's another blog update about one of November's event. I guess I have to break my promise. I don't think I'll be able to blog about TaiWan trip before November ends ): Heh, But anyway, Asap ok? :)
So here are some of the pictures took on my small organized birthday party.

Oh, Hjk took this picture and both of them are very happy over this.
Don't ask me uh. I honestly can't remember what's on earth he was doing.
Lemme recall.Uh.Oh, He was trying to show off the present he bought for me. Hehzxzxzxzx

P.I.L.L.A.R

XOXO (Such a pity, My baby girl was working and Cedric uh!!!! )
Yy and Sissy. I think......... I'm chubby :O

Edwin, HaoWei, Chye Ann, Sze Yan, Xiu Zhi, Pei Si. I love Pei Si! XXX

A really nice one.

And, I went to buy my Prom stuff with Yap. Got my clutch at 313 and heels from New Look.

Did my nails @ Millys ^^v

Forever stepping one Taeyang uh, Ta.

And, Gu Niang version of Ta.
That's all for today.
I'm uploading pictures took at TaiWan onto Fb.
Bye all. lla ti kcuf

Dutty Love - Sean Kingston

2010-11-28T00:51:00.000+08:00

As promised, I will blog about everything.
As for today, I'll start with my 16th Birthday celebration :)

My 16th Birthday was a blast, It was a good one. Except for some craps here and there, But afterall, I enjoyed it very much.

On the 17th, I celebrated my birthday with Ricky alone. Hehe ^^v Ok, It was not that bad. He brought me to this "Chikuwateh" restaurant. And he tells me, He have never been to there before :O I honestly still don't know how he got to know there.

Next, Jing Kun came to my house @ 12am. :)

ZA JANGGGG. 5 LAYERS BIRTHDAY CAKE

Thanks ah, HengJingKun and ZhiWei Pillar. XXX

Next, On the 18th of Nov, Sweet and the lads organize a small party for me @ Summer breeze. But before going there, Hjk, Kxg and I went to Whitesands Mall, Anddddd
.
.
.
Play arcade -.-
I realized, Every year during my birthday, I get to play in the arcade. Stop this trend please.

Birthday girl is a happy girl, I suppose? :)
Left - ZhiWei with his Railway track. Right - Showing off Zhiwei and Yy's present :)

Sweet and Pillar. My utmost lovers.

Jk and Pillar. How can I resist from going out with Zw you tell me?! HE'S SO CUTE OR WHAT?! HAHA

Left - Ricky, Ya, Though he did something stupid uh. But he's the nicest of all. He celebrated for me twice. HEHEHERight - Terrance. Lol. I don't know who invited him there. Thanks for coming anyway :) Though it's not an ideal choice afterall.

HEHEHE, BIRTHDAY PRESENTS :)

I LOVE YOU OK, EUNICE TAN.

SUPER XXX

PILLAR OF EVERYTHING XXX

MOST IMPORTANTLY, OUR FOOD. ^^

Gift from my dears

Best of all, I had fun :)

Start A Fire - Ryan Star

2010-11-27T01:42:00.000+08:00

All the hunks (Some of them) :X OPPPS. HAHAHA.

Ok, November is a very happening month.

11th to 16th, I was away to Taiwan

17th to 21st, I was all the way celebrating my birthday. ^^v

22nd, Work

23rd, Lunch with Loverboy

24th, Out with Loverboy

25th, PROM.

I'll blog about all the events before November ends. I promise. I'll sacrifice my sleep for it.

So, I'mma gonna meet my baby tomorrow. ^^v I miss her sososo much. :(

#1. Don't wanna get involve,

#2.Never wanna be involved,

Even though,

Still

uoyevoli.

Wilthered roses metaphor

2010-11-26T02:14:00.000+08:00

ALL.
ME. HIM. YOU. HER.
We all need a break, I'm not suitable for this game.
The rest, I'll blog soon.

Love Like Woe - The ready set

2010-11-10T21:45:00.001+08:00

"Loved so strong, then you moved on, Now I'm hung up in suspense.

Because you're bringing me in and kicking me out again"

I hope I get to blog what I wanted to blog.

But anyway, This are the highlighted ones.

SWEET'S SWEETER 16TH XOXO

These are what I prepared for my baby girl. I love her always :)

Pink gift box was by JingKun, Photo Frame and Guess was by me, and the black book was by Pestian. WALAO, PESTIAN SO UNFAIRRRRR. -.-

I'm the .......... shortest?!

KIONGG HEE. He's so nice please!


And a splendid one. First of all, I'm setting off to TaiWan tomorrow. Do miss me ok? I miss you all too. You, Especially you.

Ridin' Solo - Jason Derulo

2010-11-05T01:20:00.000+08:00

This is 3rd Week ever since the school holidays start. I've lose track about the dates anyway.

I went to work. Twice a week (Before my flight). I guess, I'm happy with my job. (:

-I was so bored with my life that I joined some courses at the community club. Yes, So surprising right? -.- Moreover, I joined alone. I'm kinda glad though.

-I was actually very stressed, But thanks to my people, I felt so great.

-I find no reasons why I should be sad.

-But anyway, I'm not that happy.

): A short one will do. Bye.

If only you could feel me
Pick up your phone
And tell me I'll be fine

XXX

Therapy - All Time Low

2010-11-02T00:17:00.000+08:00

Hao Wei's 16th Birthday

On HaoWei's 16th Birthday, I went out with the lads! YAY. Finally once!
We went to walk around Marina Square before heading over to the Singapore Flyers. Not very bad though. Kinda fun :)

Here's the pictures :)


HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAOWEI.

Surprisingly, I camwhore alot with Edwin instead of Jk! LOL

Singapore Flyer's View. TOY CAR MUCH

YAY, KXG. XXX

HALLOWEEN?!!


LIPSY LOGO HEADBAND FROM ASOS. YAY ^^V

Next, we headed to Shenton Way (Lau Pa Sat), It's the best dinner I had ever since I last went to Pin Si last month.
P/s: Sweet and Bloody Toh! Next time we go together ok? :)

And 30 sticks of Satay. LOL.
HAHA, OK. I HAD FUN. :)

#1. 6 days to Sweet's Birthday
#2. 9 days to flight
#3.13 days to Zhi Wei's Olevel official end.
#4. 14 days to touch down
#5. 16 days to be 16th. ^^
#6.18 days to Buffet celebration.
#7.19 days to Hermes Belt Measurement. HAHAHA.

SO MANY THINGS TO DO. OMFG.

-

2010-10-31T19:33:00.000+08:00

Just what's next?

I'm having so fucking lots of problems now.

1. THE ICA IS A BITCH

2. Had a tiff with my Dad. I don't know what got into him nowadays.

Seems like the closest are always the furthest to reach.

3.Terrible muscle ache after training.

Just what's next?

Come all at once please.

Perfect Two - Auburn

2010-10-28T23:36:00.001+08:00

I honestly, grimly, truthfully, seriously don't know what to blog about. I hate it whenever I blog a damn wordy post. I doubt anybody will read it. I was wondering what else I can do at home other than using the computer. I came up with a list of things I should do. For eg. Doing house chores, doing exercise and watching Tv. However, after so much I've said, I did none of the above. Ohyes, Housechores. Maybe loose jobs here and and there? Since the Sunday Aunty will tidy up.

Exercise?!
100 jumping jacks , 60 sit ups, 2mins against the wall handstand. Is it counted? O:

Watching Tv?!
Who? Fann Wong? Jeanette Ow? Lol.

Daily basis aside.
I've been mulling over if you guys ever got tired of viewing my blog. I know, I appreciate this pocket of readers who read my blog. I reckoned that my blog is ..... Humdrum. Aren't it? It's always words and pictures. I don't visit nice places, I don't have good food to present, I don't have hunks to take pictures with. (I'm just kidding) I don't have a good camera to take picture.

Or waiiittttt,
I did. Not those hardcore kickass dslr though. Speaking of it, my blood boils! Please keep it to yourself , Mr.
Again, I honestly, grimly, truthfully, seriously hope he knows that I'm soooo super unhappy with this matter.
I owed him a favor anyway! So, Drop this subject.

Let me recalllll what else I should blog about.
Erh, Ok. Facts that you should know about me.
#1.I can't smile and show my teeth at the same time :)

That's all.
P/s: I found a job.Yay! A whacking housefly job. YAY! SO HAPPY. All I need to do is, turn up everyday :D HAHAHA.

Perfect - Hedley

2010-10-25T16:19:00.000+08:00

#1: I visited my brother @ OCS. Delighted to see him.
#2: Did my nails
#3: I hope Saturday morning turn out fine ):

Anyway, This is Taeyang. Tsk, No longer crazy over him.

But Dad agreed to get me the belt he's wearing. ^^

WEEEE, HERMES FTW.

SO HAPPYYYYY ^^v

Back to December - Taylor Swift

2010-10-23T23:25:00.000+08:00

"So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night,
And I go back to December all the time.
Turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you,
Wishing that I realized what I had when you were mine.
I'd go back to December, turn around and make it all right."

So, I think my life is going to peak again. Have been looking for a job lately, Relying on Recruit Express is as though stick to your folly and do nothing. Maybe I should go back and work for Uncle Jacky. Stable job anyway :)

So yesterday, Went to school to do some admin for upcoming trip, and then went home to prepared to go town with my people. So sweet and I went to recruit express for a short interview and then we went to meet Cedric, HaoWei and JingKun to go down to ICA to make my passport. Troublesome much. But, it's so nice spending time with them.

Studying @ Esplanade's library failed. So we went outdoor studying. ^^

BABY GIRL XXX

HAO WEIIIIIII.


STUDY HARD AH, HJK, PILLAR AND SWEETIE, DO WELL FOR O'S.

I love the picture on the right.
What? Now act cool la.
Love you girl
MY BEST FRIEND

ALL MY DEARS.
JUNEY OJY

PS: I stayed at home today for the whole day, I felt good doing house chores.
P/p/s: I'm gonna visit my brother tomorrow. ^^v And 14 days for him to come back home. ^^
P/p/p/s: 26days to be 16 ^^

Deuces - Chris Brown

2010-10-20T19:48:00.002+08:00

Chapter 20th October 2010.

A FIELD OF YELLOW AND GREEN MEMORIES

2010 GRADUATION CEREMONY

A blink of an eye, The forth year in OPSS is coming to an end. I never know what would happen to all of us, Most of them are leaving and (me), I'm hanging in the middle of nowhere. I'm awaiting to receive my results. I really wanna go up to sec 5. I don't know how many times I repeated, But I really cannot imagine if I failed to do so. Oh well, I should start think positively because of my people are pinning hopes on me. Surprisingly, My favorite girls, Vicky, Leekoon and Eunice, think that I'll make it. I really hope so.

Upon watching the tribute prepared by the teachers, I realized the way they criticized us is a way to endorse us by hook or by crook. (This paragraph goes to only a few teachers, fyi)

Didn't take much photos, But here are some.


LeeKoon XOXO

Photos took with Chye Ann's a total epic fail kind. Left (Taken by HaoWei): Juney says : I don't want! Re-take. JingKun says : She don't want ceiling one! Right (Taken by JingKun):Jing Kun says: Ok, can liao! Juney says: Ok la, But I look quite fat eh. Chye Ann says: Very fat? Me or you?Juney says: Me lo ):Chye Ann says : You ah? Nevermind. I ok can liao. (Laughing away)
Kun. Me. Kai Sheng. Me ^^

SWEET, Don't stress. HAHA


So motherly love, Aren't it? :)

The BUEY GUM group. HAHAHA :D

HJK, CAM QUEEN. YAY ^^

From Clockwise: Graduation Magazine, Drawing by Nat X, Prom night invitation card, Pink note book. SECRET TOO MUCH. HAHAHAH ^^v

OKAY, HJK JUST TOLD ME ONE VERY GOOD NEWS, I wanna bade goodbye to thailand's dirty toilet. HAHAHA. YAYYAYYAY. ^^

Why not me - Enrique Iglesias

2010-10-19T23:37:00.000+08:00

Me love,

I wanna love you, If only you knew how much I love you,

So why not me?

All Night - Far East Movement

2010-10-18T20:44:00.001+08:00

I thought for a couple of minutes, I have no idea how to blog. Neither do I know how to start this post.

To blog :

1.Bio/Body clock not in working order.

Like, Though it's gonna be normal for a certain pocket of my school's night owls, But for me, I cannot stay fully awake with less than 6 hours of sleep. LAST NIGHT, I SLEPT @ 2am and I woke up at 6am this morning. I was surprised that I didn't feel sleepy. :O

2.S.U.R.F.A.C.E.P.I.E.R.C.I.N.G

(Talk among yourself all you want)
I decided to blog about it since it have been a part of my daily life.

A few weeks ago, I got my first surface piercing done. Was actually hankering over nape piercing, But I did one on the wrist instead. I'm not being frivolous, It only survived for 1 week. I took it out straight after 1 week.

1.It looks weird.

2.It's slanted-ly pierced.

Though, Now, I kinda miss it, But I'm still glad I took out, for whatever reasons :)

So here it is, (:

Honestly, It's not a good idea for surface piercing,

Perhaps, ~~Never~~ again.
P/S: IT IS NOT PAIN AT ALL (ANT BITE) :D
SCHOOL? YES / NO?

Bottoms Up - Trey Songz

2010-10-17T21:41:00.000+08:00

CEDRIC'S 16th BIRTHDAY PARTY

(Y)

I notice my piercing mark )): Regret much :((

1. I met Kxg and Ozy @ Khatib before we bused to Northpoint. Ozy went there to take his passport photo.

2. We had a hard time choosing Cedric's present. ): Kxg did quite a lot of shopping.

3. Played card games @ Cedric's house - Eat - Watched "Ai" - Cut Cake - Safra

Ozy's slipper. Another Mr big foot :O

Zhi Wei. LOL

THE GREAT RINA AND THE GREAT CHARMAINE

CEDRIC VERY CHIO BIRTHDAY CAKE. HAHA. 3KG.

If only Ozy were as spontaneous as Edwin ):

CEDRIC'S FAMILY 1

CEDRIC'S FAMILY 2

US :D

I honestly envy some of my friends family, Big, Loving and Friendly! ):
Hi Kxg, You did quite a good job last night! :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CEDRIC LIM!

SCHOOL TOMORROW. F*
PS: I totally wanna blog about my piercing. Not showing off, But showing how much I regretted ):

My Heroine - Silverstein

2010-10-15T00:37:00.000+08:00

"Don't tell me sorry cos' you're not, Baby.

When I know you're only sorry you got caught.

But you put on quite a show,

Really had me going.

But now it's time to go"

Curtain's finally closing"

Back to blogging (:

1.Last Saturday, I went out to celebrate Chrysther's Birthday. Not much of a celebration tho, YanFen went home in the midst because she was sick, So Chrys, Ric and I went over to Marina Square for fish spa.

Accessories of the day ^^

2. Went out with Sweet and Kun today :)) It was good, Though some trivial misunderstanding here and there. Jokes remain as jokes (:

3.We shopped around Bugis, It was good.
4.We caught "The Child's Eyes", Jaw dropping much. I'm so frightened by it. ):

My camera can take pictures with good effect :)Soft skin + Make up mode. HEHEHE :D I like it so much

RITZ STRAWBERRY STRUDEL

Twice this week ): Can die!!!

RITZ APPLE STRUDEL

Kun with his Ritz Mango Strudel :)

I WANT MY FLORAL HIGH WAIST PANTS.
CROSS-FINGERED.

It ends tonight - The All-American Rejects

2010-10-12T12:16:00.001+08:00

Seriously, Something got in me and made me felt so damn chickened last night. I cannot believe that I whine to Zw and tell him I don't wanna face the reality. I don't want to see the future. ): How tough is it going to be?
Though I'm doing well now, Will I be able to adapt to the future? OK.

90 minutes of crapping eased my heart so much.

I am honestly proud to say, The effects of my photos aren't edited. HEHEHE.

Yesterday,
1.I went out with Yy. ^^v, It was a good outing. Fruitful too. :)) We bought what we like, We had our favorite drink, We ate what we queued for a long time. HAHAHA.

YY. XOXO

This is super good. ^^ Ritz Strawberry Strudel. :))

Ps: I wanna bring Sweet, Jk and Celsius to the very good place to have dinner. Not ritz tho, Maybe ritz as dessert. ^^

2.All of us went to Sakura buffet @ Marina Country Club to celebrate Kelvin going into OCS. I honestly miss him so much now. 25 days more to go. ):

BEFORE


AFTER

I really had fun. ^^

King of anything - Sara Bereilles

2010-10-12T00:22:00.003+08:00

I feel cool to live my life.

DESTROY WHAT DESTROYS YOU

:)No love.
:)No more N-levels.
:)No troubles.
How carefree.

:( Though, Still miss,
:( Still think about results.
:( Still trying

I went shoppppppinggggggggg. ^^v
I cannot believe I told my mum I miss my ex-crushed. She said
"What's the point of realizing, after losing"

HEHEHEHE

Go

2010-10-10T16:28:00.000+08:00

"Every night you cry yourself to sleep,

Thinking why does this happen to me,

Why does every moment have to be so hard.

It's hard to believe that,

It's not over tonight,

Just give me one more chance to make it right,

I may not make it through the night,

I won't go home without you."

If red means stop, I'll wear green lipstick.

Who is - Bruno Mars

2010-10-09T12:22:00.000+08:00

What's holding me back to do this

Yes, So it's another, Another turning 16, Time is really flashing.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CELSIUS TOH ZHI WEI

XXX

Had a small celebration for him and sincerely hope he like it.

I was damn super touched by the text message he sent to thank us. ^^

1. In the afternoon, I went over to Gladys' house to bake muffins for Tzw. It was really glad to have her. She's super cute :D HAHAHA, And, I feel really bad that I left with a mess in the kitchen ): Sorry dear! ):

P/s: GeLiang and WeiKang was there to help out a little too.

STRAWBERRY MUFFINS

READY TO BAKE

END PRODUCT


HEART SHAPE STRAWBERRY! I gave it to Gladys :)


Poor girl ): Gladys scalded her finger.

A small surprise for him. He was quite touched by it. HEHEHE ^^v

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, WE HOPE YOU LIKE IT


HAPPY BIRTHDAY TOH ZHI WEI,

Thanks for being a part of my life. I hope you enjoy your day ahead.

Love.

Insomnia - Sarbrina ; I love acoustic too

2010-10-08T10:13:00.001+08:00

I swear I miss blogging. I swear I yearn to use the computer during my exam periods, But I really don't know what to do with it now. I know I abandoned this place, Studies come first tho.

Schedules are really tight, Hardly have time to revise firmly of all the chapters, Catch up with friends or even take a break for 15 minutes. I hate doing studies in the eleventh hour. ):

But in anyway,
KELVIN P.O.P LOH! :D

KunJi, Bu yao lame please.

P.O.P LO!!! :D

DIM SUM BREAKFAST (:

AM' GOING TO CELEBRATE BLOODY TOH'S BIRTHDAY :)
P/s: I felt silly, Really so silly. To even,
Think of you. Bullshit please. Thank You.

I never told you - Colbie Caillat

2010-09-28T23:10:00.000+08:00

Official 5 days to the final decision of my future, Why am'I still blogging? )):

(I like this picture, We honestly didn't know that both of us are posing with something)

Btw, This are the things I did this few days other than studying.
1. (Sorry Bro, I know you read my blog, I hope you don't betray me since I take out my piercing already) Yes, I took out piercing.
2.I cut my hair a few days ago, It pains my heart to do so. Sighs.
3.Welcome, my two new top and bag.
4.Baby sit Nicole. ^^

Bon Voyage, Jw.

.

2010-09-27T11:24:00.000+08:00

Oh, So do you expect me to rage like storm and slap you in the face?

I never wanted to hate you.

I know you are having a "boy period", Tell me, I will treat you extra nice.

Rest assured, All your "PMS" aren't affecting me. ^^

I LOVE IT MY LIFE ARE WITHOUT YOU.

Try harder ah darling.

So maybe, I could recommend you to be a director.

P/s: No wonder you are not suffering from constipation, Because all the shits are coming out from your mouth. Heh, Don't give a second thought, YOU.

Let go - Janet Leon

2010-09-25T14:49:00.000+08:00

I was suppose to blog a few days ago, But I couldn't come up with something. Study leave started a week ago, So I haven't been schooling except attending remedial and going back for prelim exams.

Kinda lifeless. But I went out twice this week with my cliques. Very fun tho. ^^v
But bear with me ogay? I need time to upload pictures and all. Prolly by tonight, I will re-edit this post. :))

So stay tune. I'm going for a movie later on. ^^v

My Hands - Leona Lewis

2010-09-20T19:58:00.000+08:00

I read this while browsing one of the apps in my phone.

Side story :

A girl was blind since 16 years old after an accident. All she had is one dearest boyfriend who stay by her side ever since she turned blind.

On her 21st Birthday, She told her boyfriend she will marry him if she is able to see again.

Two days before her 22nd Birthday, Fortunately, Someone donated her a pair of pretty eyes to her, so, she gained her eye sight.

A day before her 22nd Birthday, She met her boyfriend and realized he was blind. Her boyfriend asked her, "Since you are able to see again, Are you going to marry me?" She rejected.

On her 22nd Birthday, Her boyfriend left. He left a note for her and it says

:Hey Baby, take care of my eyes. Without your love, I'd die.